there are so many things happen without warning

haih what a day. pagi tadi lagi aku dah mimpi ex kesayangan yang tidak boleh dilupakan sampai bila bila. first time prempuan buat aku menangis. i dont know why aku sayang dia sangat. then 5.30 i saw her pakai baju kurung apa tah. she's freakin gorgeous. nak panggil dia mmg tak dapat la. sbb im still heart broken. then addmath class. stress gila sampai nak hentak kepala. sebab susah ya amat. suddenly ben igtkan aku. aku tak terlambat lagi untuk study addmath. aku kene dah start study.tlg laa aku nak berubah. aku nak start solat. aku nak start belaja. aku nak tinggalkan benda tak elok yg membuang kan masa aku. dan aku rasa aku dah bnyk merepek ni.haha 'kbye' dia punya ayat yg smpi skrg still fresh in my mind.

2011 all my life

It was not so long ago
when I thought I'd never meet someone like you.
Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control
Believing I'd never fall.

All my life I thought no one would
melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold,
a heart hardened by the past,
protected by shields so vast.

Slowly I was falling
without even knowing.
Only to find out too late
I have no choice but to accept my fate.

I could dream, I suppose
forever, I could hope
there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny
so I wake up to reality.

I lied when I said
I didn't love you,
that my feelings for you
are through.

I lied
not because I wanted to
but because I love you
and I still do.

I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you
but I just have to let go.
I can't hold on much longer
'coz for us there's no forever.

this for one cute girl that make me really love her but just because of our ego we had make a biggest mistake.but i still love her.